CarL's Ink Flame

♤ '☆☆☆' 'JUST FOR YOU' '☆☆☆' ♧ Just for you...I wake, I smile, I breathe, I live, Just for you...I walk, I work, I pain, I hurt, Just for you...I arise stronger, healthier and wealthier, Just for you, I won't give up! Just for you...in sickness, in health, I breath, Just for you...in sorrow, grief and pain, I sustain, Just for you...in this wicked world I endure, Just for you....I fight! Just for you...your hurt, my hurt, Just for you...your anguish, my anguish, Just for you, your pain, my pain, Just for you...your tears, I fail! Just for you...in silence, I wait, Just for you...your silence, I pain, Just for you...my light restored, Just for you...our glory recalled. The glory of my glories, You are! ♤ '☆☆☆' 'JUST FOR YOU' '☆☆☆' ♧

In the dark shines the bright, In the sky twinkles the stars, Into the oceans casts the anchor, In the warmth of the sunny rays! In the streams flow the blood cells, To the mighty, a Queen is born, To the Alpha, an Omega of love, To the lonely, a trek buddy! Hear the beats of the resuscitate, In the yearn for survival, we anticipate, Sound the alarms, he lives again, In joyous notes the heart rejoice! To the mighty his Queen restored, To an Alpha, a joyous Omega search, To a King, his Queen, To a Knight, his Lady! Indeed, She is a Queen of Kings, In grace she strides, Beautifully gaited and adorned, By the King, his Queen! My love to you, My Queen of Kings! 🕊🕊🕊 - CarL I. -

This is my fatherland, I'll sweat, I'll fight for my fatherland, I'll battle, I'll fight for my fatherland, I'll challenge, I'll war for my fatherland. This is my fatherland, I accepted, I fought for my fatherland, I bled, I shed for my fatherland, I wept, I lost for my fatherland. This is my fatherland, The pains, toils and agonies for my fatherland, The rage and the deaths for my fatherland, The victories, No, not in vain  for my fatherland. This is my fatherland, Where farther lands battle for my fatherland, Where my battle zeal yet counts as gains than loss, Where heroes arise from the face dusts and ashes of war. My fatherland, Oh, my fatherland. I'll stand, I'll fight, I'll defend my fatherland, In farther lands for my fatherland, Yes, One more battle for my fatherland. 🕊🕊🕊 - CarL I. -

A peacemaking process...war, A resorted alternative...war, To many a benefit...war, War, war, all around us, War we see, War! No peace without war...war, Always war before peace...war, For in war only does peace exist...war, And of war are Heroes named after, War! What is war? Peace has no definition without the spells of war, War! Nations do not crumble without the falls of war, War! The military do exist, Yes, for the craze of war, War! War is simply the rattles for peace. War! How do we seek peace, Without the tunes of war? War! Why war for peace, When war destroys peace? War! In the end, Peace becomes a falsified war, How did we get here? War! 🕊🕊🕊 - CarL I. -

Why do you let my cry? When the sorrows in my heart speaks in deep shut words, And my eyes betray my strong person emotions? Why do you let me cry? Why do you let me cry? When my aching heart pricks the injuries of my losses, And my eyes betray the might of my strength? Why do you let me cry? Why do you let me cry? When under moonlight shades, my sheds moan for the brightness of sunlight, Because the agony of my eyes swells in the darkness. Why do you let me cry? How can you feel my pains? When in a couple more weeks, a repeat of past forgiven hurt is reenacted, And my eyes carelessly betrays my sworn confidence? How can you feel my pains? How do I weep more? When weeping depicts my past, present and future, And grief my new found reality? How do I weep more? So, here I am today, Lost in bulged iris, Drowned in usual oceaned tears, Free lashes, stiffened by clogged tear debris, And my face, a reality of pain. Why do you let me cry? How can you feel my pains? Although clearer in

In the depth of darkness...your silence? Deafening! In the sorrows of cemeteries...your silence? Loudest! In the confinement of emptiness...your silence? Ear bursting! Even to an introverted phleg...your silence? Sanguine! In the craze of rowdiness...your silence? Bewildering! In the manufacturer's factory...your silence? Boisterous! In the jams of partying clubs...your silence? Vociferous! Eventually, in the nosiest of noises....your silence? Most deafening! Your silence eventually becomes the LOUDEST of sounds I ever heard! In renewed strength...your silence? Revoked! In gracious gaits...your silence? Annulled! In sounds of grace...your voice? Revived! In noble confidence...the voiceless deafened ears by your silence? Restored! That I may hear but your voice and kill the silence. 🕊🕊🕊 - CarL I. -

I bear, The string, the sting of a pulled heart, A grisly gory, an unglorified act, A glaring share of pained love, How much pull can my love take? How much stretch for my heart to yield?  I bore, I...domesticated, I...abused, My shared love...painstaking, My showered care...heart-aching, Oh, what ordeal my heart's heart put me through, Please, chain him already. I loose, A tear upon his heart, I did, A tear to extend the unpleasant gory, I heeded my plea to heal, My place of solitude...a must I find.  I shattered, A million places I searched my pieces, A thousand places, a discovered shattered piece for each piece, Alas, in hundred hundreds, my heels take heal, In tens of tens, a teach to stitch.  I heal, Stick, poke, stick...a process began, Stick, poke, stick...a thread in agony, Stick, poke, stick...the clicks of time, Stick, poke, stick...I relieved each pain, Stick, poke, stick...my past, a past, Stick, poke, stick...he must I forget. I reflect, A broken me, my heart restored

*The Actual* A representation....ME! In cradle heist of self, A knock on my present norms, Same content driven into majority men's heart...a guess. "This too shall pass!" An exclamation in my courageous outburst of desire, In my courageous outburst of definitive hope. The truth to know I seek, True knowledge of my being, to unravel. For the now, Alas, like gold it appears, Yet my perceptions untrue to my being. *The Search* A long fizzle after deep digging dive, Into treasure lands...a quest, Timbuktu...my guess, My heart...my guest, Seeking in deep feets, six, of an unburied treasure. A national treasure...perhaps, A gold famed by the antiques of humanity, A treasure to revive the world...proposed. *The Find* Yes! A relieved gesture, acclaimed, A find unravelled, I found it, I found self, I found counts, Pictures unimaginable, No! You're wrong, Oh, a saddened face, A reflection bitter of my person, My deals a defaced perception, My inside exist unreal of

Fade fade unfaded fade, The toils of spades in vainly vain, The rains in soils, daily drained, In anguish the tales of unfading fade. Fade fade unfaded fade, Behold the rains raineth grains, Alas, the grains groweth greens, In the shines of an unfading fade. Fade fade unfaded fade, The veins of the soils believeth again, The rains in the drains outshineth the grains, The Ert' transformed to blushing Alf' And the unfading fades, Never to fade! 🕊🕊🕊 - CarL I. -

A being like me that thou beget, The roaring thunder. I cast to thee my shelves, my all, The roaring thunder. The sovereignty of kings, your Kingdom presides, The roaring thunder. That thou, thy art a bleating roar, The roaring thunder. To thee, thousand strengths of allied forces, The roaring thunder. Your legion to me assigned to lead The roaring thunder. Your angel I am, my all to thee, The roaring thunder. Michael I am, my will, your command, The roaring thunder. Michael I am, thy will, I stand, The roaring thunder. 🕊🕊🕊 - CarL I. -

A cry of joy - the sands of time, A leap of heart - the sands of time, A breath of air  - the sands of time, A merry of friends  - the sands of time, A dark, a dawn - the sands of time. A break of smile  - the sands of time, A touch of lives  - the sands of time, An act of greatness  - the sands of time, To many untold  - the sands of time, A dark, a dawn  - the sands of time. The lines of wrinkles  - the sands of time, A destiny written  - the sands of time, Into the lowest 6  - the sands of time, Our maker we meet  - the sands of time, A dark, a dawn - the sands of time. To many who came  - the sands of time, To many with breath  - the sands of time, To many departed - the sands of time, A dark, a dawn  - the sands of time. Oh, t hat our borne names, Significantly s hall impart, On the sands of time. For upon generations, The sands of time shall long remain! 🕊🕊🕊 - CarL I. -