CarL's Ink Flame

I hope not to weep in times of sorrow... ...but my tears betray the boldness of my eyes. I am a man - a Black man and I embrace pain I am a man - a Black man and I embrace sorrow. I am a man - a Black man endurance and strength sums up my natural definition So, when family fails, when economic tumour befalls my pocket, stealth in grave silence - when my broken woman tears strikes... I hope not to weep! I hope not to weep in times of sorrows but my tears betray my Black man's boldness. From birth, I'm beaten but taught not to cry for that feminises my masculinity. So my liquid (tears) freezes - becoming too solid, it bags my eye but soon evaporates for I must remain a man - a Black man. *** A goal getter I am a Black man I strive, I struggle, I hustle to break limits. I am moulded by the arms of the porter Himself  Forged and smelt like metals beaten to shape to shine brightly  The Black man is gold and not cheaply sold!  The Black man is bold and not old to be...

My passion      like flames 🔥  lit up       ABLAZE 🔥 as your      hands  dances through     curls       of    my within... Your every    touch - gentle... crippling       my soul - frozen,          & I melting     with burning 🔥      desires for more       of         you!      ♡ 🕊 ♡     © CarL I.

The dead they say can't live, ironical but true, they yet live, a "life in after". Their realities away from reality and consciousness in dead unconsciousness.  There goes the story of an unruly nation, dead yet alive in optical illusion, like a mirage to onlookers with brightness slapping the crests of ground bringing oblivious smirks to eyes and unturned grins to lips and cheeks.  A nation shortsighted in course - in deciet to forward movement, a Royal Rumble to the stomach, - thus a regurgitated flow for undigested plans. A Captain on reverse set motion pressuring his sailing - in backward thrusts, points forward to his crew - while steadily on a counter-clockwise right propelling.  A nation left domiciled in a life after while in consciousness of breath. *** Hello dear Captain, we'd rather anchor drop, deep dive, cling to immobile bottom rocks, take a swim in defined consistent spots, charge the bloody eyeshots of sharks, than negatively sail.  *** Th...

Undying dead in eternal              blazes ... ♠︎ ... flesh      wailing bone      crunching teeth      gnashing sore      bleeding lip      screaming ... ♠︎ ... Undulating turns for the      acclaimed righteous ... ♠︎ ... Unholy evil in shadowed locks, stupor in cheer under sunny glory of heavenly earth /fell in hell's pool/ in eternity. ... ♠︎ ... Deeds whipping in flashes with every striking flare bleeds weeping. Pain Deep Forever asleep Forever awake! /Fell in Hell/ 'twas just a fall only a fall but not fun. ... ♠︎ ... Here, lock hands grab & pull a second chance bestowed to write rights in light swallowed darks! 🖤 🔥 🖤 © CarL I.

Taken for pleasure, at leisure. Setting a measure, no pressure. Inhaling sustenance Exhaling life The goal was high pleasure, the warnings were clearly spelled in letters to DIE YOUNG. "Haha...a message for the young, and I'm past young age..." silly thoughts until organs gave in and lungs longed for oxygen. Take in....now out! Decades fade away at exhalation of ingest. Take in...now out! organs of a dying old younger than my entire youthfulness. Take in...now out! My youthful self more fragile in shape than the wrinkles of the old. At every respiratory process my life was zapped! I'm dead-lost in my consciousness a total mirage of being to my reality, and lost in my existence.  Buried while breathing, I buried myself alive. For my inhaled breaths add more death than life. A complete reverse of man's respiratory cycle, I inhaled death. 🚭 SMOKERS ARE LIABLE TO DIE YOUNG! 🚭  ❌ ❌ ❌ © Callistus I. Okonkwor

Fading in faded phase, I sit discardedly lost in thoughts of plain imagery with you as my only content! As clear as space between land and clouds in day  - my brain explodes with explored images of nothing... Nothing...but you! Your pictures slaps unconsciousness to reality, thus quenching tasty brains with chills of more of you! I am you... You are me! In silent darks and noisy brights, in plainlessness of thoughts I find only you sitting unfaded! ♤ 🕊 ♤ CarL I.

Taking a time out... not alone but in company of a lonely moon. We talked... We chatted of how long it sits alone in a distance of itself, away yet close to the most distant humans on earth. How its light bring cheer and cuddle to hearts although "evil persists at night", its brightness never leaves a dull moment.  DON'T STAY FAR AWAY no matter the distance! The lonely moon beckoned. I'm here all night... I replied! ☆ ☆ ☆ C.I